like a journal
i write it down here, to remember and remind myself abt loving life.
i do promise a friend that if i get my job down before Nov, im gona visit him in India. im a man of my word for sure, ohh woman maybe. usually, i tend to ignore some nice feelings in my life and refuse to embrace it and love it. this Guy remind me of that, and did care abt my true feelings when we hang toghter. he is always fun and EASY. i do enjioy sharing time with him.
these days, things began to change in my life. like, my cousin is gona getting married in the coming Oct.like i made myself a gym card and some formal dresses. like, i do accept the truth that some guy dont like u the way u like them, like sb or not is a very personal choice or preference, couldn't be asked. all those changes i handled them in the end, but they do pressure me once. a little bit hard to admit that.
and i do hope i can get an offer ASAP.
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